It's not easy to survive till now. Some people passed away when they are still damn young and i'm lucky that i'm still surviving though life is a real bore. I feel so lucky that i have my family and my loved ones who are always there for me. Though not all, but just a few, really warm my heart.

It's not easy to have a complete family. Im so glad that my parents are still together and my sister still cares for me, otherwise, i wont know how will i be now. Should be totally out of control, i think (:

Maybe i tell a lie sometimes, be it a white lie or whatever. Maybe i scream my lungs out at people sometimes. Maybe i pinch or hit people real hard. Maybe i stare at people like free. Maybe im always throwing tantrum. Maybe i do gossip. Maybe i complain. But these doesn't mean im bad. At least i still have a heart, a pumping red heart.

I've really come so far. I've shown my grandparents my love for them. I've witnessed their deaths. I've tried so many new things. I've live my life fully. But a woman's life is never complete without a child. Yea, perhaps that's for the future, not now (:

xx

Im half awake since 7 in the morning till now. Not even taken a nap yet. How can?

Im perfectly alright. All of you don't think so much upon reading this post. RELAX! :D

I know i'll be there