Now, it's Friday! No worries, im still surviving (:
LONG POST, SUPER LONG POST :D
I spent my whole week like an ass. Let me explain why.

1. Planned to have dinner at Chong Pang one fine evening. In the end, went over to the Pasar Malam & spent all i had over there. My stomach nearly explode.
2. Finally had our coaching session on Tues. Sucky i swear. But im relieved that it's all done.
3. I missed School on Wed.
4. RP on Thursday afternoon with Henrytan. Dinner was the awesome thing.
5. And, i missed School again today. I was way too tired. And im currently at work (:

There goes my two days of School. Just because im way too tired to do anything. I know im always dead in the morning and only get alive in the afternoon. So?

Im sooooo hungry! O man. it's just another 3hours away (: SukhengTan, im waiting for you!
I hate this bad bad flu that ive got since yesterday. I want to pluck out my whole nose.

Oh yes, i remember something! Henrytan asked me to help him blog something that he wants to let the whole world know. In bold will be what he wanted me to type and the rest i added in myself (:
"Yesterday afternoon, he got boxed by Ah Nan during the Martial Arts Coaching session and got his left eye swollen. Then i accompanied him down the Canteen to get some ice, barefooted. Im such a nice friend right? :D He was touched and he teared. Ha, no luh. Im kidding. But i did sponsored him lots of ice cubes okay. Thank you, me! (:

You dont have to read the following parts, seriously.

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I feel that im like dont really give a damn about every single thing that passes by my life anymore. Be it people, things, money or whatever. Im losing hope in my studies and every single thing. I got no idea of what i want now. Women are troublesome. I agree totally.

Im willing to waste my whole week just sitting down, watching television or dropping dead on the bed. Because i just couldnt think of anything else to do. Gan boring, i tell you. Next week will be Study Week and 1Dec will be the major exam. Maybe im not well prepared for it at all.

Looking at how i spend my time during lessons, just sleeping my way through these 10months. I know i cant do it. Because ive seen how i've slept my way through Secondary School's life. Until i've got a 32 points for my O's level. Alright, nothing to brag about, something i should be ashame of. But im still the same. Im not willing to work hard at all. I was always out and never home. Now, tell me how.

I stayed at home and mugged. Nothing gets in my mind. I just feel like quitting this course. But ive come so far, i dont want to waste my effort. And i dont even think that i'll be wasting anything because i didnt even put in any effort yet. But what im wasting is just one thing, TIME.

Ive been in this course for around 10months. Okay, it was a rather difficult course. I know nuts when i entered this course. Now, ive really learn alot from everyone in School. How could i give up? I admit i get distracted fucking easily, even by small ants. Tsktsk. Books are never my center of attention.

Now, im getting rid of many things that will affect me and distract me. Wish me luck and pray that i can study better now. Because nobody will see me giving up so easily :D

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Now, you carry on reading. I need to take another breathe (:

Goodbye.