Hello World (:

Im so frigging tired yet i cant get to sleep, so here i am! Alright. Slept for around 3hours and i woke up for Sentosa with Peng You(s) this morning. How clever isnt it? Im in the low batt mode now (:

It was like drizzling and then strong sun out of a sudden. Not bad at least Mingiee got tanned. Kept letting them wait for me, in the morning and in the afternoon. Haha. Left Mingiee with all the complaints and complaints. Omg, he cant stop nagging. Left for Vivo in the afternoon. Lunch and all. Everyone went back home and went over Jurong (:

Got my first Christmas present for this year. Lots of candies, lollipops and an Eeyore! YES EEYORE! A new add on to my eeyore colletion! Fucking happy bodoh. Now ive alot alot of eeyore in my house. Haha! Cant help it (((((: Yes, i love that present bodoh! I thought it was only sweets then eeyore popped out from inside! (((((: So much love :D

Im gonna carry on watching all my show alr.
Goodnight <3

xx

My heart sank, no, sinking. I couldnt get the facts till i get the reply. Im lost of words. This is the only chance left. I swear, i said i swear, no more. I couldnt give in anymore, i know it. I just feel like crying because i really dont know why. Why everybody are the same? I couldnt understand. At the beginning i though it's not but now, i realised maybe, maybe im wrong. Finally i see some little hopes in my heart yet, it got smashed all over again. Yes, now, no hope is left. Too much have been going down the drain. I wont put in anymore. I couldnt understand why one cant be frank? Why must one hide things from another.

Ive been truly frank and no more hidden things. WHY? Maybe i shouldnt be frank right from the start, just like others. And when things go wrong, i can just deny the fact that ive not been frank. Ive chose not to. But why is it me again? Why is the same thing happening again?

Ive sweared, ive promised this is the final chance. And that will be all. My heart couldnt accept anymore of such incident. Really couldnt take it anymore.




Cute bodoh! :D