Someday i'll wish upon a star &
wake up where the clouds are far behind me
When troubles melt like lemon drops,
away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me
No one force you to read this. Just let me rant.
I never know it will hurt so much. But the pain in my heart is killing me. I think im left speechless once again.
Im super tired and it's always driving me crazy. That shouldnt be the way.
No longer am i interested in who's wrong and who's not. Because things have already come to this point. I no longer have the say. I'll just leave it to God. For He has the final call.
It's nearly 5 in the morning. Im wide awake now and working at 11am. Tell me how am i going to survive? My head and eyes are killing me & my nose is dropping out. Why did things came to this point? I feel that God is taking me away. Take me away fast, i hope. I rather give up my life to some other people who need it more than i do. Im not silly, im serious.
I need alcohol, i need to sing my lungs out.
Time checked: 4:43 AM