Today, i shall not say much. My mood is just not right.

Im not even sure of my feelings now. Maybe im super angry, maybe im super disappointed or whatever, i really dont know. This is not what ive expected, i didnt know that i will see it myself, from the beginning to end. I was on the verge of breaking down, but i realised that im strong enough to pull myself up now. Why is it you? I wonder is it worth for me to be faithful. Once bitten, twice shy, i know where i stand now. You just wont learn. Tell me how can i forgive. Forgive because there's love or forgive because sorry was said? I cant.