Frequent tiff is already driving me crazy enough. Major fight is making me feeling worse than death. How many times can a heart resist pain? Tears is a natural reaction that God created. It's the outcome of pain in the heart. Thank God that i still tear even after so many times. Otherwise, i wont know i cant give it up at all.

Many times i thought i gave up. But it isnt as easy like i thought. Im never able to put it down and give it up. Even when my heart is sinking, even when the pain is indescribable, even when my tears rolled down uncontrollably, i carried on.

Every words are piercing through my heart, you didnt mean it, i know.

Every tears rolled down for a reason. A reason for me not to give up. But your patience is running out, i can sense it. Future is really unpredictable but im still holding on.

Even if one day, i lie dead with tears, it's not pain, it's not hate, it's not sadness. It's remorse, it's happy, it's love.

I'll never deny the fact that you're my love, my only one.