Ive came to a point where i realise that i really couldnt take it anymore.
Ive came to a point where i realise that whatever i do, im always listed as "not understanding".
So well, is it that ive used the wrong method or is it that i really couldnt communicate with every human beings? Or is it that whatever ive said is never what i meant and people get the wrong point?
I REALLY REALLY DONT UNDERSTAND!
Im feeling so wrong.

Ive probably used the wrong method, said the wrong things to a wrong person who will never understand my language and always get the wrong point. It's okay, i'll say. At least i know what im doing.

The feeling of being left alone, being left behind is really beyond words to describe. I dislike it, i hate it.

I DONT KNOW I DONT KNOW I DONT KNOW. Forget it.