I never knew things will turn out this way. LET ME RANT.

What can i say? Hmmm.
Friday was a good day, Sat was too but today is a bad day.
Played mahjong from 12am till 5am. Power.

Well, why did i say today is a bad day?
Basically because of force/violence.
Not important anymore.

I once heard you say that i was too caring.
& now, dog. Wtf, i thought.
You said your friends said that & you think so too.
So is it that you're thinking that way because they are, or you really is?
Nevermind, not important anymore.

You started off verbally & now, one step further.
I'll never tolerate this kind of thing because it've never happened to me before.
I dont know how to react & ive no idea what i want.
Do you think your apology is important?
Dont you know you were actually hurting me so much?
PAINFUL!
Nevermind, it's not important anymore.

No, i'll not forgive you neither am i giving in.
Because:
You dont know how much it hurts.
You dont know what a girl yearns for.
You're not sincerely sorry for what you've done.
You always dont think of the consequences.

Im not saying that im good.
Im not saying that im perfect.
Im not saying that im not in the wrong.
But you always assume im this way.
So, it's not important anymore.

Go & heed your friends' advices.
Go & get their comments into your head then your brain.
I've made my stand.
Im firm on my decision.
I wont make you neither your friends think that im treating you like a dog.
Though i really dont know why are they saying all these.
I WONT.

I wont interfere in anything anymore.
Super duper serious.
Dont ask me for any opinions, dont ask me to give idea,
such as where do we go, what should we do etc.
Because i wont interfere anymore.

The major cause for this to happen,
im sure it isnt me.
It's not because of time neither fried kway teow.
It's your actions.
Tell me, if you put yourself in my shoes,
If im the one doing that to you,
wont you lose the confidence in a relationship?
How will the future be like?
Once bitten twice shy, im sure you know that.
BUT WHY?

Since ive said everything that i wanted to, over here,
then im really serious.

Nevermind, it's not important anymore.
Nevermind, it's not important anymore.
This is what that ive been telling myself.

To the rest of the readers, i'd rather you not say anything.
Mind your own business.
Bad attitude, i know, but
It's not important anymore.