I think im on the verge of giving up. There's just too many factors.
Im glad this time round, it's not because of someone else but you.
Often, you spoil my morning & spoil my day.
I was always asking myself, who are you better than.
But the answer that came right into my mind, is no one.

Who am i to you or rather WHAT am i to you?
70percent unhappiness, 30percent of happiness.
Even if i tel you a million times, you just couldnt understand.
I find that i really couldnt understand you anymore.
Yes, i used to.

Maybe you were like this all along, it's just that it's only getting more obvious now.
If you happened to read all these shit that ive typed, i know what will you say.
Because it's always the same old phrase.
Things that im tired of listening to.
Im really tired, im really tired.

Too tired to realise what's happening.
Too tired of telling you.
Too tired of all these shit.

I thought after the major breakup, things will turn out better.
Yes, it did, i wont deny.
Which only last less than 3months & everything turned out worst than ever.

Tell me, how can i still take it.
How am i suppose to hang on?
Even if love is still around, there's really no point.
Ive reached my maximum.

I would still love to be with you, if only you're better than those assholes, forever.
How to?